Black Sun Hysteria

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A fi...Tristete de Ianuarie

Credeam ca sufeream intens. Credeam ca nu imi voi mai reveni vreodata. Reflexie roz-verde. Era ianuarie cand ne plimbam pe malul Dunarii noi doua, si era intuneric. Dar acum, ma ador pe “eu” de atunci. Intuiam viitorul privind estul cerului toxic inrosit.

Counvulsii.

Nu aveam nevoie de tine atunci si nu am nevoie de tine nici acum. As vrea sa uit portul de marmura alba si drumul de caramida rosie, si cum te urmaream prin ninsoare. Si atunci tindeam sa te imortalizez, dar in caietul de franceza.

Daca exista o constiinta universala a spiritelor, cum se face ca nu ma simti? Cum se face ca nu imi raspunzi viselor? Sunt cu tine, in camera ta, in fiecare noapte, dar mereu vei fi al alteia.

Credeam ca sufeream intens, pana am cazut in capcana aceea. Credeam ca nu exista durere mai mare pentru mine, dar apoi un monstru m-a crucificat si mi-a baut tot sangele, s-a hranit din visele si durerile mele. Tu esti doar un mucos pe langa el. Si totusi m-ai obsedat ani intregi.

Acum, nu mai cred nimic. Sunt pregatita oricand pentru o noua “cea mai mare durere” cu care sa o inlocuiesc pe asta. Defapt, nu mai exista durere in lipsa receptorilor, iar eu mi-am pierdut receptorii. S-au ars in suferinta precum hartia in focul semineului.

Poti spune ca tot ce s-a intamplat pana acum este facticial? Dar ar trebui sa renunti la paradigma narativista si sa treci la metempsihoza.

Sunt vant, sunt foc, sunt apa, sunt pamant, sunt tristete.

Silent Evangeline

Allow me to introduce to you...Evangeline!
Yes, she is a part of Elise, and a great friend of hers. You may notice that Evangeline doesn't have a mouth. That is because she was silenced forever by the enormous amount of pain that was thrust upon her.
Also, you may notice that her eyes do not shine...well that is because her spirit is almost dead. And she is dancing her way to death, gentile and frail, like a rose with no thorns.
What else there is to be done when what is coming to get you cannot be stopped in any way? You go down...but with honor, with no fear but only enjoying your last moments.
You are welcome to check out more of Evangeline on Deviant Art here.
Next up...pictures of Eloise.
'Till next time...taste a bit of death.

The Liar

This is one of my first drawings, entitled "The Liar". It is not a portrait, I just started drawing a face and I went along with it. This is what came up. It is the result of inspiration, spontaneity and photoshop.
The eyes amaze me to this day, they seem so natural, so clear, vivid, lifelike, seductive, inspiring...

Elise enjoying the autumn wind

Another self portrait.
"Elise enjoying the autumn wind in her hair".
I did not forget about the promise I made, Portraits of Eloise and Evangeline coming up! In addition to them, I will also add for you paintings of The Saviour (no, not Jesus), the unknown tired rider that helped Elise rebuild her Labyrinth Garden. 
Also, I would like to announce that in a matter of days, you will also have the english version of my stories.
'Till then...don't let the wind dry up your tears.